#269: Sou's leaving..

I feel like crying, already heartbroken. Sou is leaving Lolita23q, I really can't accept this. WHY?! I love his voice so much, and he's my 3rd fave after Uruha and Teru. I hope to see him again with a new band or back with Lolita23q I DON'T CARE I WANT HIM BACK.

From here:

Lolita23 have announced on their official website that vocalist Sou will leave the band after their concert at SHIBUYA-AX on October 27th.

The vocalist states that his decision to leave the band came after discussions between the group members and the staff. The reason for his departure is stated as a difference of opinion regarding the direction of the band. He also wishes to keep singing in the future and apologizes for the abrupt announcement. The band hope that the fans will continue to support them until their last show with the current five members and also in the future.

Prior to Sou's departure, the band will release a new best-of album on October 7th. Titled ;BeSt, it will feature songs released from 2007 to 2009 with a total of 13 tracks, plus a DVD contaning the music videos for all of the singles released during the period.

I'll miss you soo much.

I'm moving back to this blog. The other is now a private one :) Sorry about the fact that I keep changing =\

Sha la la la.

I have a question! :D Look at this wallpaper first:

Click the picture for full view.

Well? Spot anything? :D GAZENISTA! LOL. ♥ Err.. whatever. Just tell me what you think of it. XD Uru promoting gazefashion on bilboard 8Db I spend my whole morning and afternoon yesterday making Uruha wallpapers and posted HERE.

Because the damn game server down!! NOW ALSO!!! I just came back and then I wanted to continue playing... and, it's server down until 8pm!! I CAN'T!! I've got to give back the laptop before dinner! Fuck lah. And it's because I've got fucking tuition homework to do. I HATE MATHS.

Shit... I haven't update my fics yet.. T_T I hope I can get up 1 oneshot or chapter 2 before school reopens... =\

And I can't stop staring at this too... 8D ♥

Argh.. he looks like a vampire here, I LIKEEEEEEEEE!!! I'll sacrifice my blood for him ♥_♥

I LOVE THAT PHOTOSHOOOOOOOT DAMN MUCH GAAAAAAAAAAAH!! ♥

I was sooo heartbreak I can't play. So I randomly go youtube and dig out some live videos.

D=OUT - Osaka BIG CAT Live

- It was Kouki's birthday! :3 ♥
- IBUKI'S SEXY THIGHS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ♥♥♥♥
- Minase looks kyuuuute therrr :3 ♥!
- I LOVE KOUKI'S OUTFIT!!
- Kouki's bun hair so cute! XDDD munimuni~

D=OUT - Harukaze Shalala live

- ♥ IBUKI + RED = OwoOWWoWowowO!!! <333>*gone crazy*
- The comments are so cutee! Especially behind few secss! OMG I DIDN'T KNOW IBUKI'S SHORTER THAN KOUKI?!?!?!??!!

D=OUT - ZEAL LINK 2009 comment

- Ibuki Ibuki Ibuki ♥_♥
- MINASE'S SEXY BELLY! :D
- Reika looked abit like my friend's sister -_-

Lolita23q - Neji Tokei LIBIDO Live performance 2008.12.20

- SOU ACTS LIKE RUKI ON STAGE!! OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG!! *mesmerised totally* ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
- The headbanging is AWESOMEE!!
- Sou is such a ROCKER, I LOVE IT. Sou DAISUKI!! :3 ♥♥♥♥♥♥
- ANOTHER RUKI-LIKE BESIDES BYOU, YESH. ♥ SERIOUSLY, DON'T BELIEVE ME, WATCH AT LEAST 3 MINUTES. :)
- Sou's soo coool, okay I only focus on him sorry =.= xD
- He's soo naughty ♥ *smacks myself*
- Ryousukee! His red hair gleaming :D
- RYUTO IS DAMN HOT. *w*
- omg... Yuki.. you're like Saga at some angles ♥
- never got to watch finish this!! NUUU!!!

D=OUT - 花咲ビューティ PV

- I never got a chance to see the PV here, but I saw the preview 1st. I'll watch tomorrow. bwahhaha! IBUKI!!!!!!!!!~~~

I went to peek Shou's blog abit.. and D=OUT's Kouki and Ibuki xD

Why hello thar ♥


omg the first picc!! ♥____________♥ He likes camwhore from the top (like me <3)


Ibuki.. why always at this angle ? xDD ♥


woah so pale.. but i still like!! ♥ IBUKI!~~~~~~~~~~~~

red+cyannish=FOR THE WIN

*is getting prepared to get whacking by everyone* aahh.. err yep.. another layout. ZZZ i've been doing this the whole day. i never edit the picture with textures or brushes.. i want it original XD ♥ and i wanted to do this ever since i found this website of the pretty dollss! OMG~ I'M SO ADDICTED. i chose this two boys becuz... the colors, and Kirill! I LOVE KIRILL! :D ♥

wooo soo small~ 8D

presenting the boys... 8D - Elf Ivan & Kirill . . . .
ELF FTW!! ♥


Kirill-kunn! ♥


Ivan !









Aren't they just adorkable? ♥_♥
compare to any other children type dolls,
i'm much into these two 8D

i just made 2 phone themes of of the dollss! YEAAHOOOOOOOOOOOO!!! *jump2*
for Lolita23q's Marble Shaking Ward, I LOVE THE 3RD TRACK! OMFG! 8DDDD
Vanish -海中砂時計-

- why don't have pv for this T^T
- KONO UTAAA!! SUGEEEE~~ ♥!! Sou's voice is just ARGHHHH!!~~

and 3/4, i can hear Sou soo clearllyyy!! ♥

- he seriously has great vocals! OMG 8DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
- listen to him talk! I feel like i'm back to anime listening to this XDD~
yume, kibou, mirai...

it ISH LOVEEYY ♥
I DREW VANNESS! YEAAYEEAYY! Look alikee lerr! XD it's a comic character in THIS comic~ i drew it so randomly in class and... OMG~~ 8D UNEXPECTEDDD! ♥

and Kuroshitsuji logo yesterday ! i took almost the whole period in school XD! I'm not satisfied becuz the 3rd and 2nd word is a lil too big T^T... ♥
yesterday went to mayang jaya roadside thingy for dinner... not again! SO SIEN LAR. mom woke me up from my rest and i had to go... good thing my bro went tooo... the whole time i was drawing Tsuna randomly! XDD The big big pictureee... i kinda viewed that pic from my phone and i just copied it on spot... LOLZZZ ! It's an achievement for mee! :DDDDDDDDDDD OTHERS ARE CHIBI. they're cuteee! XD ♥


i just found thisss! SO CUTEEE! *scream* CIEL O.O! AHAHA!! XD ♥♥♥♥♥♥

one more thing...
i failed my taekwondo test.. = = i knew it anyway. *SIGH*~
AHAHAHA! I'm downloading more Doujinshis... XDDDDDDDDDDD!!!

ceramic star FTL!

- this song is ♥
- SOU IS EFFIN CUTE CUTE. FUCK IT. CUTE. 8D
- sorrey. i only focus on Sou. Bwahahhaa! :D *sings along*

♥_♥!




YIKESS!! ADORABLE~!


Kyaah. ♥



*dies* ♥

♪LISTEN TO MY MEMORIES
I REMEMBER HEAVENLY
hate nai yozora ni nomikomarete mo sakebitai
LISTEN TO MY MEMORIES
I REMEMBER HEAVENLY
ano sora wo tobikoete tsukame mabataita ryuusei wo I MISS YOU♫

FUCK ASS CONNECTION

babi. memang babi punya line. =w= sengajeeee nak kenakan i ye?! MARILA! I TAKKAN GIF UP PUNYAH. I TAK TAKUT LA. YOU INGAT YOU TEREL SANGAT KE?! Langsung tidakkkkkk!! YOU BABI. YOU DAH ROSAKKAN PLAN I. So you're happy now? Teruskanlah ke'babi'an ko tu.

LULZ. "kebabian" LOLOL!! No such word but I find it funny! HAHAHA! 8D
I saw the download link to Lolita23q's new album Marble Shaking Ward and Ceramic★Star PV.... it's like FINALLY LEH!! FUCK SIO. I heard streamyx will be down until sunday or the next few days... why must it be weekends?!

ever since i clicked "download", it stunned there IMMOBILE for like 1 hour + already. *heartbreaks* i thought I finally can listen to it.... TwT
rants anyhow make me feel more brave and confident idk why AHAHAHA. LOL.


and it's colorful! LOL :D

ouww.... my ulcer hurts T^T.... it's as big as a ladybug. HAHA.

I brought back my Uru from darling's blog. Thank you for fetching him ♥ XDD so effin' cute!!!! HIS JAW. LOVELOVELOVELOVE. ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥


SOU!! Now I can finally see you in that pv! I LOVE YOU SOU. XDD ♥

♪ boys and girls, be ambitious,
boys and girls, keep it real,
boys and girls, be ambitious,
boys and girls, keep it real.... ♫
♥ Boys And Girls by LM.C

EDIT!!~~~


idk why i printed these. bwahhaa.


that sunday i went out. bought these 4 comics. I DID THE RIGHT CHOICE HAHAHAA. :D


...and shades... XD LOL.


... and thiss! WOOO!


hang it on my phone! nyahaha.


idk why i bought these ribbons ytd! HAHA!


this is cuteee! it's a character from Prince Of Tennis anime O.O


switched from Kai to... XD Tsuna x Hayato = LOVEly!!!!!!~ ♥

VERY IMPORTANT stuff that i almost forget!!!

OMG i nearly forgot! *stabs myself*

Happy Belated Birthday to Sou! ♥

teh vocalist from Lolita23q! :D
the cutie that shares the same birthday with me, March 25th! XD
so we're fated ne? *yeah as if*
iLy Sou!! you're so cute and fluffy i wanna eat you up ♥
i'll always love your voice.. ♥ and your mates as well! :D

i want more pics of yourself in your blogg! onegai? *puppy eyes* ♥

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GazettE's ohp CHANGEDDDDD. *yeah i'm slow*
OMFG~~ I'm starting to like that pic! *point point*
XD.... ah shit.. my pop up block thingy got prob hahahaa O.O
I DIEED after i saw the new members' profile pictures! OMGGGGGGG!! *SCREAM*


*takes a deep breath* RUKI-SAMAAAAAAAA!!! ♥_♥


KYAA! *squeals* URU. URU. You... you... *cant breathe*
♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
that's it. i'm gona kidnap and rape the hell out of him. keheh.


sou da!! kono me! kono me! :D THOSE EYES...
eyes of a master seme! :D:D ♥ omgg~~ *fliess* ♥_♥
AOI!!!


i kinda laughed at his puffy hair HAHA! :D
*rips and steals his pants* gomen Reita-san! chotto dake XD!!
*starts putting on the pants and camwhore* ♥


OLALAA~~ Kai-kun looked so... *sighs in pleasure* ♥________♥

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I'm in love with ClearVeil's songss! OMG.. i keep listening to them during the weekdays.. now also XDXD..... their new album RE:BORN is FTWWWWWWWWWW!! ♥♥♥♥

01. the dropping sky
02. cold prey
03. kodou
04. a square room ~saigo no kotoba~
05. lapis ~ao no yuutsu~
06. if...
07. iro no kaketa sakura
08. real
09. shinja ni sasagu sakura
10. jougen no tsuki
11. otogi ichiyo

track 01, 06 and 11 especially, is the bestt!!! :DDDDDD *repeating over and over* ClearVeil is one of the band that produces GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOD SONGSS~~ *my opinion yepyep* I LOVE OTOGI ICHIYO~~~~~~~~ XD but idk what it means... haha.. haha..ha..ha...

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about Distress And Coma single.. XD i've been listening to it these days too :D
omg.. i can't choose now! i LOVE all tracks! ERGGGGGGH.

01. Distress and Coma
02. Headache Man
03. Without A Trace

OOOMAMAAAA! ♥ Of course D&C is the best!
I'll always sing with Ruki everytime I listen to it hahaha!
I once.. or twice.. tried listening to the guitar in this song.. eesh Ruki's vocal distract me XD
for the guitar part.. i like the starting, and the one before the bridge part the most! WOOHOOO ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
Headache Man... gosh i love it so much... it reminds me of the old times? :D ♥
i like the way they sing together :D as a team!
without a trace makes me emo LOL... but i like the chorus part! *nodnod*
whatever! XD

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omg.. i just found out Miyavi's married and his wife's pregnant! they said it's just rumor... but *shrugs*... i'm happy for him ! YEAY nowonder he left PSC~~ omg... idk what to say... *sniffs*

i heard that this is that girl? LOL
so sweeet! :D and she's lucky to have him! *nodnod*

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RANDOM time ahhaha!
So i listened to them these days...
ClearVeil, the GazettE, Zodia, Alsdead, Moran, Lycaon, and Gackt. :D

RANKING HAHAAA!
1st goes to Zodia still :D They're really good.
2nd to ClearVeil
3rd to the GazettE
4th to Gackt
5th to Lycaon

and blablabla XD.... 3rd and 4th almost tie... O.O"
anything else I missed? OH~~ i keep repeating otogi ichiyo hahahaa!! :D

*EDIT* OMG I GOT NO TIME TO READ AND WATCH THE LIVE + REPORTS. TOMORROW!!